Ugh!!

Ugh! that simple phrase says it all for me!  Ugh!!  is the way that feel when I am away from home.  when I am away from my kids and husband.  Those four are what make me, "me".  I have to admit that making the descion to work full time and raise a family was not my wisest choice!  Especially now that my children are growing up.  Nonetheless, it was a decsion we made for their sake and until we hit the lottery, I will continue to make every effort to attend every school fucntion, every practice, game, recital etc..  even though not being there to pick them up from school and talk about there day leaves a void in my everyday.